Hello, I'm Muntasir Taus, born on the 29th of March 2004. It's now the last of 2024. Twenty+ years have passed in between. During these 20 years, I've learned, understood, lost, and gained so much, yet it feels like all I've found is failure, shattered dreams, and the bitterness of defeat.
Since childhood, I have been an introverted and escapist kind of person. When I was a child, watching movies on my uncle's TV, I used to think that I would grow up to be like the heroes in those films. As I got older, I dreamed of studying hard to become a successful doctor to make lots of money, owning a big house, and a luxurious car.
In 2017, when I was in class 8, I started to grasp the realities of life, money, and the world around me. My interest shifted toward business, and alongside my studies, I began running a small shop at home. Out of 287 students in our school, only 47 passed the Junior School Certificate exam, and alhamdulillah, I passed with a GPA of 3.71. At this time, my dreams took a new turn... I now wanted to become a businessman or a banker.
Then, in 2020, after taking the Senior School Certificate (SSC) exam, the global pandemic of COVID-19 struck. Everything shut down, and the whole world went into lockdown. When the results were announced, Alhamdulillah, I passed with a GPA of 3.50. My dream then was to get admitted to a good college (Cumilla Commerce College), for complete my intermediate education, and then go on to university for higher studies. But fate was not on my side at this point. I got admitted to a college in our sub-district, but I lost interest in studying.
I got involved in online work like YouTube content creation, graphics design, video editing, etc. Seeing that everything was going well, I had a new dream that I would become a successful YouTuber. But it was mid-2022, and I lost my only hobby YouTube channel with 30 thousand subscribers as a result of working with risk. A few days after that, I got another big shock at a bigger risk, and I was completely shattered. But the dream of becoming a successful YouTuber doesn't want to leave me. But at this point, I had neither the means nor the motivation to start anew.
After explaining a lot, at the end of this year, my parents and brother bought me a computer for 1 lakh BDT. Then I focused on learning new skills. However, since I was unable to live in Dhaka and left Dhaka, and came home to the village, I was frustrated with myself due to a lack of electricity and internet connection.
2023 ended with the gloom of despair and failure, and the new year 2024 arrived. I fell in love with a girl and i lost myself in these thoughts of whether I would get her or not, whether she would love me or not. Despite many efforts, I couldn’t stop thinking about her beautiful face, smile, and enchanting eyes. At this time, my dreams took another turn; now I wanted to marry and get her as my life partner. I tried hard to express my love to her, but whenever I was in front of her, my heart would beat faster. I was afraid to tell him that I loved you. But after much effort and time, one day I finally expressed my feelings to her through a letter. After a few days, I was heartbroken by her response.
Ultimately, life is full of disappointment and failure. Meanwhile, parents are getting older; something should be done to make the family happy by overcoming poverty. Everyone who believed in me seemed to realize that I would never amount to anything. Now I felt a growing responsibility to support my family. Already, my beloved computer was sold off. As if I lost myself in the crowd of everything, I am living like a dead person even though I am alive in this world.
Then one day, I felt like I learned something from all the failures in life. I decided to make a comeback for the last time, starting anew, trying for the last time to fulfill my dreams. Even with my life, I will make my dreams come true.
A new turn in life, this dream is something that if I can fulfill all my dreams will come true. What could happen? Entrepreneur? yes, Entrepreneur.
If I can become a successful entrepreneur, then many of my dreams in life will automatically come true, and I will be able to fulfill the rest of my dreams. I will regain the trust of those who believed in me, and I can send a marriage proposal to the family of the one I loved, and maybe I can get married to her!
From now on, my sole goal in life is to become a successful entrepreneur. Success has a beginning but no end, so it’s essential to achieve the kind of success that will turn my dreams into reality.
I’ve started the journey to becoming an entrepreneur with no money and no resources. But I’m not stopping. I’m learning, observing, and thinking about new things related to entrepreneurship.
Another new turn in life; I’ve realized money is needed to survive. It was never part of my life’s rule that I would work for someone else’s company and earn a monthly salary. For now, that’s the decision, and I’m going to start it very soon. That's why I am leaving my family, friends, relatives and my county moving to go abroad & working a company.
But I will never forget my life’s goal and my dream. InshAllah, one day I will reach my dream and tell him why you didn't come for so long; don't leave me from now on; I’ve worked hard to get you, and I will work even harder to keep you. Surely Allah will give me the results of my efforts for my dream and my goal.
Finally, if you have a dream, think about it, research it, and then set that dream as your life’s goal. Start working to fulfill it, and keep working. Please pray for me so that I can reach my goal. and thank you so much.
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